going back to where i came from

well today was kind of a downer but i really dont know why? i slept in, didnt have any class... so that was pretty nice. i had some time to myself in a quiet apartment while my roommates were gone, that was nice too. i played guitar when i woke up, was hard because my fingers were pretty resistant to work so early in the day, but they came around eventually :P i didnt even go into work early, just chilled all day until about 1, hopped in the shower and relaxed, eventually going to work at 2.

so i was in my shop today and we had all the bay doors open because it was soooo nice out! close to 50 degrees... tomorrow is going to be the same :D i'm very excited to go home. i miss all my friends back there, and all the friends that will be back during thier spring break... i'm predicting a very fun and productive weekend. sucks too tho because i'm going to one of my friends going away parties, gonna miss him - he's moving to LA. lucky. BUT i wont be too far behind :) :) :) :)

if there is one thing that i think of everyday - its california. my vacation there is going to be completely sublime. for some reason, i think that state has the answers to all of my questions... i feel like going/staying/living on the west coast is really what i need to continue this life. and to pretty much start it. i've had a dream to see and live on the ocean since i was a child. finally, its coming true. i almost cant believe it...

was looking through some papers, yearbooks and old poetry (wow that stuff sucked haha) today, brought back a ton of memories. some were memories that i'd just rather forget, some that i'll treasure forever... but more on that later - i must be heading to bed, for i have a long drive ahead of me tomorrow :)

sweet dreams you...